Wednesday, June 22, 2005

QLC: Being_Twenty_Something

Answers? I have many, but me still searching for a simple question to them!

By the time we all will get over it, we are sure gonna start showing MLC symptoms sooner or later... (And if one finds denying being in the same state, shall say will only be facing QLC longer than the rest). So here's an attempt to get over it ASAP. And the best way as they say, to put troublesome things aside is to accept they are troubling you... So with all respect to the tested school of these thoughts, no more bullshiting this very fact... (yup, mebbe a little occasional bullfarting would no doubt help...)

Me defines it and make it a History once and for all! Period.

They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like.

You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two,but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones.

What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere but that they are as confused as you.

You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.

Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't.

One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life.You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try to cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the
past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lay in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better.

Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person.
One-night-stands and random hook-ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic.

You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.

You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender! What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it.

We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.


Monday, March 14, 2005

Isn't there any way to sue HIM for disturbing our sweet little post lunch nap by buzzing like that?

Pune rocked just b4 some time and what was my first reaction to that?
"Guys backup your code immediately!"

Friday, February 04, 2005

Did Narain press F1 for help, to Naidu's cause?

Monday, January 17, 2005

Why on earth do they ask to "confirm your password" again?

Friday, January 14, 2005

How to utter N word when you want to say "No" ?

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

How not to forget, to forget bringing access card and lunch coupons to the office???

Monday, January 10, 2005

why it so happens, when you hit a bull's eye there's no-one to see ? They are there when you miss by miles !